Nope, not drunk this time.
But it's positive affirmations time.
A gentleman once said to me:
"Darling, you need to realize that you are worth any work that a man has to do to be with you. If they want to be with you, it costs and they have to be prepared to pay. And if they're not then it's their loss not yours."
Every now and then I have to read that. Remind myself that I deserve everything I've worked for. That I will find someone that deserves me. For me.
But now, I am packing my bags and getting ready for an incredible trip to Thailand.
Good bye bad habit! Hello freedom.