Wow - what a weekend

Wow. Seriously wicked. I can't party like that again. My liver will kill me.

Three and a half hours sleep on Friday night, drive to the mountains, check in, have an awesome time during the day, then drink my face off. If I had to do it over again, I'd drink more water.

Departing at 6am on Saturday morning was amazing. Seein

g the sun come up and hit the snow on the mountains was absolutely amazing. I couldn't believe it. As I'm not a snowboarder or skier (yet) I relaxed, read and wandered the village then met up with some friends.

Way too many drinks lead to a crazy night in the hotel room with said gentleman. I'm still not sure if it was just the liquor that had him underneath me or perhaps existing feelings. I know that he's in town for only a few months but hell, being with him again, sans liquor, would be awesome. He promised a spanking while bent over a desk and considering our inebriation last night, we would have both fallen over. I'm going to try and hold him to that. Because damn. Hot damn.

I've become a bit of a Tumblr addict recently. Here's my current favourite that matches how I'm feeling:

Me, you, full moon, comfy bed

It's been a crazy, busy few weeks. Things are great and I'm feeling pretty good about myself. That, I must say, is number one priority.

I found this (http://andibelieveinmiracles.tumblr.com/post/231433875/digitalbath-via-nervousramblings) when browsing through my bookmarks.

Right now, it's kinda true. But really, I just want to make out. Sex, perhaps.

On a similar topic, Cindy Meston PhD, released a study that found there are 237 distinct reasons that people have sex.

What's yours?

Make me an offer I can't refuse

My long-time out-of-province fling just sent me an email to let me know he'd be in town next month. I'm quite excited.

His email, however, asked if I would be interested in having threesome with him and another woman. It has certainly interested me as I haven't been with a woman or kissed one, in, well, ages. Years actually. My answer isn't no right now.

Here are a few questions I have:

Does he have a woman in mind? If no, I'm not interested in seeking one out. I simply do not have time for that.

What is the woman like? Is she experienced? What kind of encounter is she comfortable with?

Who is the threesome for? Is the pleasure all his?

It's a lot to process when I'm exhausted from chatting with 'short-term' boy 'til late yesterday evening. I do swoon over him. I even think that I had a dream about kissing him last night. It was dreamy. Our work schedules don't make it easy for us to actually get together so I've decided to try and leave any future plans up to him.

What I really want:

Me to walk into his apartment, put my stuff down and for him to say, "I've been meaning to do this." And kiss me. Really kiss me.

But for now. I wait. I keep my chin up and try and remember that I'm fabulous and deserve the best. And whoever gets me, will be extremely lucky.

need an upgrade

I'm always away from my personal computer when the urge to write, rant and rave comes.

A list of my recent thoughts:

~I am amazing. Yes, that's right. There are certain times when I feel amazing on the inside and the outside. My running race this past Sunday made me feel like a million and a half bucks.

~Fuck. Up again. I have been a carb-eating machine this past month. Anything doughy, bready and tasty, I want to eat. Slowly, I'm going to ease more fruits and vegetables into my diet. Being away from my usual job has been brutal. I love having a new challenge and working with new people and such, but sometimes, I miss my other co-workers.

~And other times, I'm a fucking rockstar.

More later - I got distracted.

not so bright?

So, it's probably not a good idea to crush on someone that's only going to be here for 6-8 months, is it?

Fuck it. Let's take a chance.

Hot and bothered

Hot and bothered. That's the current mood/theme.

Late night Friday television found me watching First Daughter. I love that kind of trash movie. Essential love story, complicated by position, misunderstanding ensues then it's all lovey dovey.

Another reasons I actually enjoy watching this film is Marc Blucas. The adorable 'man with an accent' (gentleman caller that pops in and out of my life) looks just like him. DREAMY!

Le sigh - where's a good man when you need one? No relationship, just a good romp or two.

feel good moment

It's kinda nice getting compliments. When you actually wear clothes that fit you, you realize how good you can look.

But getting an email about it, is pretty crazy.

Even crazier? Eating WAY too much pizza today and feeling sick. Back on the wagon tomorrow.

More fun: James Bond Martini Party on Saturday night and wearing something saucy.

Those are my random thoughts for the evening. I'm looking forward to the weekend and enjoying my new purchase.

This past year has been incredibly amazing. I don't want it to stop. Hard work, determination, driven. Shit - does this mean I'm an adult now? *GULP*